I have been sitting at my desk just staring. I am exhausted, but I’m still trying to keep going. It has been a little over one week since I began preparing for Hurricane Florence to hit us.
The storm nailed our area. Went right over us. We are ok, thank God, but so many other lives have been completely devastated.
I cannot imagine the pain that people all around me are in today. I am really sad today even though we have been spared the worst. I’m sad for what the people with pain are going through trying to survive if they lost their homes, their medicines, or other medical devices.
I know that BCBSNC has a healthline for it’s members in North Carolina 1-877-477-2424.
There is also free for this area MDs live through Teladoc 1-855-756-8708 & MDLive 1-888-959-9516 .
Also, call Magellen for national crisis line for help in this area 1-800-327-7451
If anyone wants to volunteer, North Carolina Organizations Active in Disaster
Like everyone else, I pushed my body way past the breaking point, and then some, to do what we had to do. I wanted to keep mom comfortable while power was out. Being 83 years old, I was more concerned about her with the heat than anything else.
We cooked some really great food on the grill during the storm. I’m sure I gained 15 pounds. Hot eggs with sausage and english muffins each morning is not bad. This picture was during the calm after the storm. We didn’t take the time to take pictures of the other meals but believe me, we ate good. So, thankful.
We are so blessed with only water damage from the roof leaking, so that makes me feel guilty for even thinking about feeling bad at this moment while looking out the window at the perfectly Carolina blue sky.
A couple of my friends bailed and can’t get back. One friend is stuck with only 5 gallons of gas a neighbor graciously gave them because someone siphoned my friend’s gas out of their truck. Another good friend’s daughter lost everything of hers and her three children.
On a happier note, we have some really great neighbors across the street that stood in line for a long time to go in groups of ten at a time into the grocery store to get food for all of us.
At the same time they were there, we were also able to get out on one road to a small town with a small Walmart. The shelves were empty, but they had water. While the store was extremely packed and busy, everyone was being polite and helpful even though we were all worried about getting back to our homes because of the continuing down pour and the fact that the flood waters were rising fast.
When the worst of the storm was over for us, we were able to help other friends out with gas, water, and food. I have seen first hand how a disaster brings out the best in people, but I would like to catch the thief that stole gas from my friend!
A note about the support group and advocacy work:
I sent a proposal to a new church about using their facilities for our meetings. The storm will likely slow down the progress of it being approved. I will just need to have patience.
Even before the hurricane, the physical pain put me in bed many times during the day leaving me unable to get things completed.
It is very hard to get anything started, much less finished because I must stop in the middle of something because my body starts saying “no more!” My mind won’t stop thinking about all the things I am trying to accomplish while I am laying there staring at the ceiling.
I ordered a mobile desk that I thought would slide under the bed. I was hoping to continue working on the computer with the tilted desk slid under, but it did not work. It wasn’t long enough to put the computer right in front of me. I thought I had found a solution to laying flat and working on the computer. I will figure it out, but it is frustrating to lay in bed with ideas of things that need to be accomplished.
Before the hurricane hit, I had an appointment with this area’s director for my Congressman to discuss the future of people with chronic pain. Of course, Hurricane Florence changed that, too. It will take time before this can be followed up on because his first priority right now is the victims of Hurricane Florence.
Someone recently told me it’s ALL baby steps. That’s what life is. It is short-stride baby steps every step of the way. With this storm, the people in North Carolina and South Carolina will become strong again. We will just do it with baby steps. #NorthCarolinaStrong
Much Love and Many Prayers,